Noella

Free like a bird

2009-05-15T22:35:00.008+08:00

One thing's for sure-I did try very hard for my A-maths Papers.
For the first time in my entire history (hah), i knew what the papers were actually talking about.
No more, comments running in my head going,

"THIS ONE TEACHER GOT TEACH MEH!"

Apparently, only found out recently that she really did, just that i was dead asleep in her class.

Well, when i said i knew what the papers were talking about, i didnt mention whether i knew how the HELL to solve them.
I was lacking of formulas! Really!
Well, at least im confident i wont get a one-digit/100 like the last time.
Not glam, not glam at all.

Honestly, im quite satisfied with myself now.
Not for my Mid-year Papers of course-I studied everything last minute
Not good.
It's about actually confident that all the subjects i'm taking, are quite manageable somewhat.
Honestly, all i have to do now is brush up those weaker chapters, do more work and read more.
Hmm, is it too early to say this?

Well, enough of exams and stuffs.
Lets get onto the good bits.
Definitely going out on Marking Day. (Who with a correct mind wouldnt? Maybe Siti...)
Im in extreme need to suck in some sunshine and the smell of new clothes.
It's cruel to imprison a shopaholic ya' know.

Then, im gonna sleep like a dead pig during the weekends.
Continue where i left off with Bella and Edward's wonderland.
Watch all my still wrapped video cds.
Think about my baby even more.
Best of all, i'll update more! (Spasm of excitement!)

I can definitely feel that im boring you.
If only you guys could give me feedbacks...
Well, i'll definitely enjoy myself this week at least, i hope.

Gonna end of with Taylor's new video.
AWESOME!

That's the exact same thing i do when im bored at home-start jumping around and try all my clothes on.
I know, it's real retarded.

Happy Mother's day!

2009-05-10T20:06:00.009+08:00

Happy Mother's Day!

Now you can just imagine how it's like to have my mum's B'day next to mother's day.
Good for her, not good for us.
XD!

Had home-made steamboat to celebrate Mother's Day!

It was quite fun.
We were so full and lazy after gobbling all the food, we continued sitting at the dining table chatting for an hour about nothing and everything under the sky.
This is what you call, 'Family Bonding'. XD!

My handmade piggy phone strap i sewed for my mum.
Neat huh.
From this you can tell how broke i am that i couldnt buy her stuffs.

Its 'whooper' cute lahs.
After i made it, i had second thoughts on whether i should keep it for myself or not.

Well, good things come to good daughters. XD!
My mum brought me a new watch.
AT LAST!
A gold watch i've long for.
Actually, there's a much cooler one, but no new one.
And it cost like f-ing $35.90.
It was a cheapo watch shop lahs! How come they sell the watch so ex.
Some more they put a big sign, "$19.90"
Bluff ppl only.
So couldnt get the cooler one also got it's good points lahs hor.
Spent lesser.
Well, this watch cost me $19.90 only!..XD!
Hope i dont spoil it.

And my mum brought me this stuffed banana from 7-Eleven lahs.
Look so retarded!
She went out and came back with this.
When i got it, i was speechless.
Thanks mum.

Well, had a great weekend.
Up next-the hurricane week.
May god bless me-seriously.

Did you know There are no clocks in Las Vegas gambling casinos!

Happy B'day Mom

2009-05-08T23:17:00.010+08:00

My dear Mum's Birthday on 3May!

This is a huge apple pie from Coffee Bean which is also a replacement of a birthday cake.
Cool huh.

My mum insisted me on sticking only ONE candle. XD!

Happy Birthday Mom!

Even grown-ups make B'day wishes too ya know.

Oh ya. And i sang her B'day song in the monkey version. XD!

Look tasty huh. It is actually, when the filling is cool. XD!

My present to my mum from Watts In.
Left my wallet useless after that. T.T

Well, she received the new Nokia touchscreen phone from my dad.
A piggy paper dispenser from her friend.
An awesome Guess watch she brought for herself.

My Bro received a T-shirt from me and an iTouch from my mum on his B'day.
I received a children's book (Roald Dahl, by the way) and Twilight's soundtrack from my mum for my B'day.

I really wonder why i'm not rolling on the marble floor crying "INJUSTICE! INJUSTICE!"
*sigh

One thing's for certain, i'm quite angry.
Who wouldn't, when you diligently gave presents and never receive any (in terms of many points).

I'm always the goody-good angel to my Mum, buying her small little gifts once in a while, not making her scream and stuff.
My bro?-Total opposite.
And my bro deserves the iTouch more than me.

I guess i love the world too much.
Love my family too much to start whining like a over-sized baby.
A book and a CD, so what.
I think i'm full enough with my family, Xian and those friends of mine.
As long as im happy and so is everyone, that's all that matters.

Happy B'day Mom.
And Happy Mother's Day too!
Love you

My pet Xian

2009-05-03T15:28:00.007+08:00

Introducing...
My pet Xian!!!

Yes, dont have to guess my friends.
It's Wei Xian in pet form.

Not much difference rights-the big retarded eyes, spiky hair, retarded mouth shape (which he claims is he's normal face expression.), and the somewhat "shock" eyebrows.
Though i didnt make he's skin super white-Dont want him to look like some snow white's brother.

But they sell Vampire fangs.
Cost a whooping $5000. F!
If i can afford that, i will definitely change his skin colour to pale white man!!
For now, i'll just stick to reality.

What he wears at home. If you noticed, he doesnt wear pants!
No, its not that i dont have money to buy one.
It's cas i dont want him to. XD!

Sexy hor.

That's when i tickle him. XD!

What he wears when he goes out. Yea, i want him to look like some Mr Dacy Century.
Neat huh.

I brought a suit too. But without pants. Soo..

Wanna squeeze him? Give me some pet pet money first.. XD!

One more thing.
I find it super hilarious when i see things like,

"A funny pet like Xian will always be welcome to visit."

Hilarious!!

Dreams

2009-04-30T18:09:00.007+08:00

You wouldn't believe what i just dreamt of a few minutes ago.
Who i just dreamt of, actually.

First, i was using my laptop watching movies...
Beside the 'long gang' (Big Drain in Hokkien), that is.
I was like lying on dirty grass in the middle of the freaking night, beside some deserted "long gang', using my laptop.
Why the F would i do that?

Next morning, met up with Xian.
And we went IMM.
So it all started when he wanted to draw money out in his new bank account.
So i queued up for him. (I dont know why he couldnt do it himself.)
Then this businessman suddenly chunk his ass infront of me.
And i cant believe what i said to him.

"Excuse me sir. I'm like in the queue?"

He ignored me.

"Sir, im in the queue? Do you mind!?"

Then he gave me that irritated nod for me to move infront while he stayed at the same spot.
And i was like,

"Wah, so bloody rude!" Out loud.

Its so amazing, the conversation, to me is because i would never ever have the freaking guts to do it in real life.
Miserably, i would have just let out a loud "tsk" and allowed him to cut my queue.
Hah.

So it continues-long dream.

Just as it was our turn to use the machine, my mum suddenly appeared at another machine, drawing money too.
And Xian and me were like,

"Your mum!! Your mum!!"

"Shit! Hide hide!"

And we dug down so quickly it really looked comical.
So we didnt draw any money out in the end, just crawled away to safety.
Then we walked out of IMM to appeared at some old park with like stadium stairs.
(Like the huge stadium-like stairs at Vivo's Skypark?)

So we were just climbing down when we saw...
Sharizan?!
I like what?
Haven see him in like a thousand years lahs!
And i cant believe the image of him, all his features, were so HD-clear lahs!
I guess my subconscious mind didnt forget much of him then i thought i had.
I actually loved that little bit of moment though.

We exchanged greetings and walked further down the stairs.
And guess who i saw next?
Li Ting, Zhi Guang, Eunice, Charlene, Griffin, etc.
Basically, the whole gang we aways hang out with were there.
And guess why they were all there at the park?
They were celebrating Li Ting's Birthday.
Can you believe it?!

My most vivid person is Li Ting definitely.
First, she was the B'day gal.
Next, she was gigantic. (Damn exaggerating. I guess that's how my mind portrayed her)
Third, she keeps suaning me like usual.
Hah.

So Xian and me joined in the party.
We get to eat free food, duh?
But drinks never provide, i remember.

After munching for a while, as a group, we walked around the park.
And here comes the funny part.
You wouldnt guess who i saw this time.

NIVE!!
And damn, she was ridiculous.
Im amazed i even recognise her at all.
She was like wearing this geeky, big, yellow specs, science lab coat and holding some science apparatus.
And she was super slim.
But the specs was hilarious!
She almost looked like a clown but it was actually quite cute!

So i ask her where she was going and what was she doing here, wearing like that.
She said in this really not-smiley, fierce tone, but still same high-pitch voice, which was unusual of her.

"I'm doing some science investigation for the school."

"Oh..."

"It's Li Ting's B'day lehs! You wanna join? Everyone's here."

"No thanks, i busy now."

And she ran off.
Wow, maybe thats how i protray Nive in my mind.
So it ended off like that-my dream.
My first ever dream that had so many characters in it.
Hah.

Off to Pet Society.

Did you know It was once against the law to slam your car door in a city in Switzerland

Bro's B'day Celebration

2009-04-29T16:15:00.029+08:00

Bro's Birthday Celebration!

The chocolate cake. Damn choco-dy nice!
Brought in some cake shop in town.

Net: T-shirt from me XD!
Weird looking bag with card: itouch and print out card from my mum

My mum took like 5mins to light up all the candle cas they keep blowing out.

Im sure he's touched.

Look at all the droplets of harden wax la!

Bro's Birthday Dinner @Outback Steakhouse


What i ordered.
The only thing that had cheese on it. XD

My dad's eyes are not small.
He forgot to bring his specs, like always.

First order: Soup of the Day-Cream of potato, sprinkled with strips of cheese and bacon.

Second order: Salad, with bread cudes, chicken cudes, cheese, tomatoes and lettuce.
Looks nice huh.

Come-along order: Sweet bread

Third order: Deep-fried mushrooms with tartar.

Forth order: Deep-fried onion rings with tartar.

Not wearing anything!!

Dad staring at some Ah Mo people.

My mum.

My mum like pulled my dad in la.

Seriously look retarded in this photo.

Lamp above us.

Hahas!..CANDID!

My bro's order. Sizzling chicken, i think.

My dad's order. Pork Ribs i think.

And of cas mine! Looks lik kiddo meal rights!

Tucking into my meal.

My dad's more into his food.

Front of the restaurant.

That "na" shirt is what i brought for my bro. A little big though.

Extremely full!
Happy B'day kor!

Did you know tipping at a restaurant in Iceland is considered an insult?

Randoness in boring lifes

2009-04-24T19:59:00.003+08:00

Hmms..
This week was heaven on earth.
Always dreamt of the moment when i could finally step down from CCA and not study for focused tests.
That dream had finally came true. Hah.

Well, im definitely not abandoning my blog for the O's.
That's counted as cruel.
This blog has grown tight bonds with me. (Ionic or covalent?)
Like my very own cyber friend-where i can pour out my feelings and complains (XD!).
Hmms, i dont really have a purpose to tell ya' all that.
Just running out of things to say.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AH KOR.
and Joanna.

Im considering Facebook and Tweeter.
Hmms.

I love my baby.
Im growing pimples around my mouth.
Do you think it's the enzymes?

Did you know Fingernails grow nearly 4 times faster than toenails!

Rules of cheerleading

2009-04-24T18:35:00.022+08:00

Let the cheerleading begin!

Rule1: Always start with a rhythm

Rule 2: Invent your moves

Rule 3: Practice your jumps.

Rule 4: Stretch those muscles.
(I wonder where Preethi leg went to)

Rule 5: Do not peek at your friend's...achievements

Rule 6: Torture your friends.

Rule7: Look as happy as you can.

Rule 8: Let go of your friends and watch them fall.

Rule 9: Advertise a hip brand to gain supporters. (Mac)

Rule 10: Look happy even in pain.

Rule 11: Give a threatening pose to your photographer. (Hmm..)

Rule 12: Fall with glamor.

Rule 13: Take support from friends

Rule 14: If not, you can always use the pole behind

Rule 15: Fall and look like it's part of the plan.

Rule 16: Introduce pole dancing

Rule 17:And end of with a seductive pose.

Now your well on your way to a become a prefect cheerleader!
(Models: Preethi and Charlene)

2009-04-18T23:26:00.007+08:00

I feel like an old soul trap in a child's face.
Who would ever understand.

SYF

2009-04-17T21:29:00.011+08:00

SYF-A horrendous journey.

Let's start from the very beginning.

All i could remember vividly was this rehabilitation center with three maroon walls haunting me every afternoon.
Im certain it was almost somewhat a prison, with air-con that is.
XD.
Still i had to stare at those lifeless walls for four days a week.
That leaves like what? One day for retirement?
Argh.

To make things more torturous, Mr Goh had to abandon us with that horrid, nightmare-came-to-life, Mr Yiong.
I didnt miss a bus-trip home cursing away, i swear.
I couldnt understand why he had to waste his time or shall i say OUR time trying to drill in his philosophies into the boys, or even us gals.
First, the boys wont be interested to understand.
Second, the gals dont really care if we sound like chicken drowning or some mystic bird that clashed into a freaking cliff.
Save that nonsense and get to the point mister.

The thing is, he had to welcome his presence by screaming at us and clearly disintegrating us by picking on insignificant mistakes that are not so important just yet.
As if those would make us sing better.
I think his view of a motivated choir singer is of an angry and irritated one.
Horrid man.

Then, before you know it, the big day arrives.
And we still have a heap of mess in the corner-the boys.
And our saviour, Mr Goh, was left with one brilliant decision.
Cover them with artistic singing.

Ah boy and me

Peishi and me

My junior who sang beside me on SYF!

Jos and me!

candid of Ah Guang

My senior

Mrs Choo!!

Giselle and me!!

The junior in the center comes from Taiwan okay!

Most part of that day was just rush, panic, anxiety and aching feets.
In what seemed like a New Year's Reunion, Mr Gan, Mr Goh, Mr Ravi, our old seniors and ex-choir teachers came swarming into the choir room.
Mr Gan left the most harsh impact on me.
He reminded me of my Dad.
The way he sentence his words, his accent, his friendliness, his smile, right down to his voice.
It was somewhat identical to my dad's.
And it broke my heart.
I can guiltily say, i didnt treat my dad good these past few days.
I see him, trying so hard to amend the whole 'Chinese class' issue that shot an arrow into my chest.
I can swear i see him treating me with such carefully hands.
And yet i selfishly, immaturely return his act with a cold shoulder.

And now, my heart shatters because i can only see his good through someone else's.
His warmth, his smile, his beauty, all covered well with his tired eyes, deepened wrinkles and what seemed like a painfully expression he wore every evening.
It was killing me to think of him, but i guess i deserve it.

So we got a Silver.
Honestly, i wanted a nice big Gold.
But its okay i guess.
I left Victoria Theater craving for Xian's hug-I felt alone, cold, i barely could take it.
And i got it.

And what do you know, i had to spend a nerve-wrecking next morning awaiting my turn to present my proud speech of our achievement to the school.

But that was not yet the end.
We had to go thru a lecture after everything on whatever, i dont know.
C'mon, do we really need this right after our SYF day?
Its for our benefit, i know, just not now miss lin, really.
And for our celebration?
We had to rush thru it right after school, before our after classes start.
We objected, was rejected. Predictable.

So it all comes down to one thing,
The whole period of this, whether at the start or at the end, it was just a terrible experience.
I wasnt happy at all or was i enjoying myself when it was all over.
In fact, i feel more dreadful than ever.
I really really hate JWSS.

Did you know One quarter of the bones in your body are in your feet!

Feel of flight

2009-04-12T18:18:00.006+08:00

Have you ever gotten that ultimate weird feeling?
Those kind that sinks into your heart, makes your heart feel all heavier than usual.
I just gotten spasms of that kinda feeling.

It all started when i've decided not to sit my ass down after my lunch.
Ya know, makes your ass grow bigger or something.

So i stood, leaning my head against the window grills and just retarded-ly stared out into practically nothing.
The sound of cars and buses, stopping and roaring pass, stopping and roaring.
The sun, the clouds, the smell of fresh air.
Then, the feelings started creeping in.
('Creeping in' as in SCARY.)

All of these made my heart jump into life again.
Then i started thinking.
Thinking hard.

"What the hell's this all about?!"
"Why am i hurting so much?"
"What? What! What?"

What was i looking for?
There in my subconscious mind that i never knew i had, suddenly bombarding me.
What is it telling me?

It got so bad-the pain, i had to lay my head down, just pressed my cheek to the cold marble floor.
And think again.
Eventually, i fell asleep.
(Damn, talking about losing those butt fats.)

Then i got it.
By then it was already early evening.
I knew i had the answers, but i had to test it out again.
I went to the window again.

Expected.
The sinking pain creep in again.
And my clear mind processed.

All i wanted amidst the small little goals i had-being a popular kid at school, wanting my tops in class, being perfect basically.
That was all in my conscious mind, my vision i could see.

But there deep inside, deeper than i thought it even existed, was this wanting, craving.
I want to runaway.
I want to get out of this small little concrete country.
I want to travel to faraway lands, lands i never knew were there.

It all makes sense now.
The clouds, the sky, the distinct sound of automobiles-they all share a common feeling.
The reason why i wanted to study so hard in the first place.
So i could get a high paying job, so i could afford to travel.
And im not talking about after retirement.

And i could almost confirm with myself, i dont wanna be a singer or an entertainer anymore.
I just realise something i never thought i'll be able to until i'm a full-fledged adult.
I wanted to travel.
Immediately, if i could.
The feeling is so clear, so strong now.
Its gonna hard on me, im sure.
And worse, its gonna break me down harder than anything else if i could not live up to it.
I know i shouldn't have hopes too high, but its something i cant resist now.
Not now.

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All three in a row

2009-04-10T21:10:00.005+08:00

Happy Good Friday guys!
Well, i dont know about you.
But im not having a very Good Friday.
Actually i kinda meant, i preferred Thursday.
You wont believe, cas i couldnt believe much of it myself too.
How should i start..

See, i'd always have;
-cheese, jam, peanut butter wedged between two slices of hard, wholemeal bread
(Just imagin the horrible taste.)
-a cup of warm milk
-a banana
-and half an apple.
You can guess how F-ing full i'd be every morning, i hated it!
But what can i do, its my dad's orders.

(Here comes the good bit!!!)

But surprisingly, i awoke on Thursday morning with a plate of cornflakes bathed in cold milk staring back at me on the kitchen table.
You should have seen how my 3/4 shut eyes flew open almost immediately.
I could have swore i was having doubts whether i was actually awake or still amidst my 'all-so-real' dream.
I know its exaggerating, but i was genuinely happy.
I HAD CORNFLAKES, YA KNOW!!

Den lunch came.
And hey! Its Thursday.
And if you hadnt guessed yet.
It's my much anticipated, CHICKEN RICE DAY!!
I cannot tell you just how much i love the chinese stall chicken rice.
I could cry eating that.
I just love how they pour generous servings of warm chicken soup all over the chicken rice.
Damn, i could eat three plates of that in a row and still want more.

Den Dinner.
OH-MY-GOD
My mum brought me Sushi?!?!
At that moment my mum broke the news to me, i was almost ready to pinch myself awake.
Sushi?!
For dinner?!
Its like a dream impossible to be true at all!

So there you have it, my all so wonderful day.
All three wonderful moments in a row.
I'll nvr forget this Thursday.
A Thusday so incrediblely awesome.
(Although Xian couldnt sent me home that day.)
My best Thursday ever!

Well, tmr is Badminton day with my class again.
This time in some air-conditioned court.
Thanks, Griff!
Somehow, he's become our recreational head. Hah.
Cant wait!!

Oh ya, I just created a new blog!
I've posted the link at my sidebar under 'Introduction'.
Its a site where i'll post my favourite pictures at.
Do take a look, i 've sweat trying to edit and set everything in order.
Even better, comment.

I think i see what you're trying to do.
I wonder if it's even legal.

Did you know A sneeze travels out your mouth at over 100 m.p.h.!

I favourite video!

2009-04-07T21:28:00.002+08:00

This advertisement is so brilliant.
I only got a chance to watch cable tv on oversea trips.
And this happen in Hong Kong with my family.
I sat in front of the tv everyday just to wait for the next commercial break-for this.
Till now i still smile to myself when i watch this everytime.
Im officially a retard.

Misconception

2009-04-06T20:15:00.004+08:00

I need to let something out.
And its kinda urgent.
Its those matters you cant put yourself to sleep without spilling it all out.

Here i go.

I finally understand why the grown-ups are always saying that we are taking crushes too seriously.
Why we burn our wallets, waste our time away, brood over the fact that the gal doesnt see you the way you had with her.
We think these are the price we pay for love.
Misconception.

I wouldnt say that the relationship Xian and me have is genuine love.
In fact, i doubt it really is.
But you wouldnt imagine the stuffs we go through together, the things we learnt.
Its not just that happy picture, that lovely image you see other kids having-wishing you had just the same.

I admit that Xian and i were taking things too quickly-how we met and got together.
Way too fast.
Just a few days of intense texts to each other, a few friendly dates and BAM!
Our egg hatched within a month.
And i admit again that i'd never place any hopes on this one i had-Xian.
But what fueled us on?
Funny, I cant answer that myself.
All i knew is the distinct constant fear i had of losing Xian.
I never argued with him without missing him at the same time.
It got so bad, i pushed away all my petty anger and targets for him away, just so i hadnt had to go through a day with his disgusted face because of me.
I couldnt bear to look at him-and that, i'll miss him within a few seconds just after the heated argument.
Its ridiculous.

I'll panic when he doesnt call me the second day he landed on some foreign place.
I'll shiver when i draw up impossible conclusions of what might have happen.
And i'll watch the news every night, hoping there was nothing about a flight gone wrong, a riot going on, a murder case.
I was that paranoid.
I cared for him definately- who wouldnt?
But the fact that i couldnt stop worrying, i had to throw my head to a wall to take away the aching pain banging inside my brain.
The fact that i wished i hadnt had a heart or brain so i dont have to go thru the agony.
It was sick of me.

But i wouldnt say all that was love at all.
I would have treated my best friend just the same.
By now, you would have wonder what the hell am i trying to bring across.

Dont be a fool.
Love, be it with a guy or a gal, doesnt come with any price tags-literally.
If a guy comes to you with a big teddy, and you hardly know him, asked for your hand, would you blindly give it to him.
Xian didnt give me shit when he was chasing me. (No offence dear)
And i leave him nothing on our first Anni. Hah.

Dont be a fool.
Have you considered if you're really confident you're up for the challenge?
Confident that she's worth your time and feelings?
Confident that you are ready?

The worst you can ever consider is the fact that you wanna be loved, you want the company, you want to try out what it feels like.
Its nothing you could have imagine-i assure you.

But still, some might think, it wont hurt trying. Right?
By all means, try.
Cause you wouldnt know till you give it a shot.
At most, you could only pass with bliss in your hands or fail with a broken heart.
Why not?

Did you know Chewing gum while peeling onions will keep you from crying!

Hormones acting up again

2009-04-04T01:56:00.001+08:00

Hey guys.
My week have ended quite quickly and frustratingly.
Why frustratingly?
Its about the Chinese class system.
I've been repeating my story four times-my mum, dad, teachers.
And believe me, i do not wanna type it all down.

Firstly, it'll only dampen my mood.
Secondly, it's partially confidential.
Thirdly, i realised it's gonna waste my bloody time-it wont work.

Its a simple process. You get what i want, IF YOU CAN.
If not, im okay with it.
I dont freaking understand why my dad have to go a big round to prove something i already know.
He's full of contradictions-saying how i am wrong, yet he does believe all i said.
So he believes in the wrong things?

Then the teachers who try to make things fair-by requesting to listen to what i had to say.
And i was so foolishly to think i had my big chance then-finally i was seriously heard for once.
Obviously, it wasnt a discussion we had, it was orders she gave. hah.

What pisses me the most is what my dad told her.
He said i came home depressed and crying all the time.
Fuck?
He was the sole reason of all those swollen eyes in the morning.
He was the one who had to make all the unnecessary commotion, all the screaming and shouting.
All my anger and disappointment.
I didnt cry because i couldnt get what i want, it was because my own dad couldnt understand a single thing about how i feel, what i was trying to bring across.
And it breaks my heart to have such a simple, "conflict-proof" conversation to turn out to be a heated arguement.
With my dad.

But i didnt hate him-he was trying his best.

So it all comes down to a few things
.
1. My dad wont be able to win this debate.
2. The teachers will gonna keep a close eye on me.
3. I shouldnt have waste my time at all-foolish me.

Well, i've decided i'll prove those idiots i know my stuffs better than anyone.
And they were utterly wrong, which will make them hit their heads and realise, they dont freaking know me.
And I choose to believe the whole chinese department is flawed. Makes me hate the school even more.

Well, enough of hating.
I've got something else im eager to share.
I'm beginning to have feelings for my classmates.
Hmm, how shall i say?

It all begin when xian and me randomly brought Li Ting and Wan Ying presents.
(I guess we were feeling generous then)
I had expected their surprised face, their continuous thank yous and all.
But to my surprise, they were "crazyly-mad" over their little gifts. It was like an outburst of genuine happiness.
I actually feel happy for them then feeling proud of myself. Honestly.

But that was just the beginning.
I begin to develop deep feelings for my classmates.
Those kind of feelings you have for your best friend;

You would throw in all you money to buy a dozen roses, if that would make her happy.
You would throw away all your pride just to stay by her side, if that would make her feel better.
You would go all odds to help her, if that would make her life less harder.

It is exactly these feelings i have for my classmates.
All of a sudden.
I guess its hormones acting on me again.

But i feel disappointed when i cant do anything to help.
I cant give anything to make their life better-they wouldnt have accept it anyways.
I know its weird and seriously wrong to feel that i owe them something-i dont.

Well, one thing im sure of is, i need to start accepting the fact that different people have different lives.
Some are easy, some full of bumps.
They have to make it thru no matter how it sucks.
And there is nothing i can do, even if it breaks my heart to see them that way.
I need to face it.

Did you know The sun is 330,330 times larger than the earth!

Badminton !

2009-04-04T00:47:00.005+08:00

Long Awaited Badminton Outing!!
Pics especially for Griffin. XD!

Behold, my tired and really retarded face!

Gals game!

Boys game!

Team Orange, Szeling and Choo Wei!

Santhiay vs griffin!

Evelyn and me teamup.

Evelyn!

Santhiay and Griffin teamup

Wei Xian VS Evelyn

Zhi Guang and Jasmin teamup
Zhi Guang looks hopefully man.

Faces of disappointment.

Tummy!

Dinner time @coffeshop!

CAMWHORE!!

That ghostly figure behind is me.XD!

Obviously Eve didnt jump..
The highest one is santhiay by the way.

Me getting ready to jump.
Looks weird.
As for santhiay and eve, i really dunno whats going on with them.XD!

My baby.

The contrast behind our foot sizes.

Im so SORRY!

2009-03-31T21:44:00.002+08:00

Im so SORRY!!
Really wanna apologise for pirvate-ting my blog.
I hope i didnt cause any misunderstanding.
I STILL "FRIEND" YOU GUYS!!
XD!

And i think you guys deserve an explanation on my sudden rash action.
I needed to delete some stuffs that were posted up on my last post.
I think i somehow "offended" someone in some way..
(Three 'somes'!!)
Well, i couldnt or shall i say, no time to edit my post.
So to avoid any horrible outcome of my post, i private it first.
Hope you guys understand.

Though it was kinda scary when ppl start bombarding me with questions on the temporary closure of my blog the next day.
Hah.
Well, I gotta say thank you for all the concern.
And your frequent visits to my blog.

Do come by often though.
Cas' what drives a writer are his readers.

Will update soon, with pictures!
P.S. Still love you guys!

My happy day

2009-03-27T23:41:00.010+08:00

Heys!
Its way pass midnight now.
And im still here wasting my "morning" away.
Sometimes i really dont understand why i always promise myself to sleep early at all.

Anyways, i need my sleep too.
Dont want pimples to increase-both quantity and size.
So i'll leave this a short one.

There's gonna be censors in this post for some reasons so bear with me.

Went out on < > with < > to Bugis.
I dont really like that place much actually.
I associate Bugis with Lians and Bengs, somehow.
Well, the theater there is my ultimate favourite.
So off to Bugis i did.
Watch Paul Blart Mall Cop.
Thats the first movie i've watched which i did laugh.
I hadnt watch any "funny-enough" movies for a very long time.
Guess my lame brain is humored only by lame movies.
Sigh.

Well enough words, lets dont leave the pictures waiting.
(P.S I actually edited all this photos. So proud. *glee)

Lunch@Kopitam
I love wantons!!

Waa..
Got letter "N" on my chicken rice siaa..

Ice Milo!
Everytime i look at this photo, damn i feel like drinking it.

CAMWHORE!!

My lacy umbrella!

Jump shot.Cool huh.

Another jump shot.
The previous one, my head was gone.
So this time i tried real hard to squeezed my head in.

I love what i wore.
It wasnt suppose to be a high-waist skirt.
It was my mum's below knee skirt.
Damn, im innovative. XD!
(In other words, lack of clothes..)

Im Retro!!

I love this photo.
I anyhow edit it but it turn out pretty nice. Great.

I had a happy day.
Muacks.
Thanks.

Well, i'll be updating probably as soon as tmr on my week.
Watch out for more complains, moaning, grumbles and bimboness!
XD!

Did you know The names of Popeye's four nephews are Pipeye, Peepeye, Pupeye, and Poopeye!

Thats the shoe!!

2009-03-26T22:14:00.002+08:00

This is the pair of shoes im talking about!!
And thinking about!!
I WANT!!!
Please please, if anyone sees this pair of shoes selling anywhere.
Do give me a call IMMEDIATELY.
I LOVE IT!!!

2009-03-25T23:55:00.003+08:00

Watch in High Definition!

Forget about guns and forget ammunition
Cause I’m killing them all on my own little mission
Now I’m not a saint but I’m not a sinner
Now everything is cool as long as I’m getting thinner

I love this music video.
Partly because i love her hair. XD
But MOSTLY because it is a perfect example of how teenage gals are thinking and acting nowadays.
A perfect insight of their mindsets.
How candy sweet, powder-pink, full of dancing gifts and prancing men.
How unreal their lives seems yet it's reality.
That's what is really happening.
Its a shallow world, no one thinks deep anymore.
What for?..
Shopping's way better..XD!

My problems

2009-03-20T19:54:00.002+08:00

Im having thoughts today.
Its one of those kind of days you reflect on your life.
Those where you reason yourselves on mostly everything that bothers you.

I look at my social circle now.
I compared to what it used to be.
I dont have to think hard and i know that it shrunk to a miserable dot.
My conclusion?
That's what i get for having a boyfriend.
I am well aware my sense of humor went down the drain alongside with my friends.
I know im desperate to get it back but im not in luck.

And im pretty sure i know that's not why all my friends drift a few miles away from me.

I know i shouldnt say this, but the age of the people reading this post wouldnt understand this period im going thru.

I have a boyfriend.
Big deal, so what.
I dont have to act all mighty and cool.
Im weak and needy.
I am a perfect example of a disgrace to all strong women.
Im sure that's what goes thru some of those minds.
Have i really reduce myself to such a pathetic state?

And then there's those who gave up on me, just because i already have a friend.
A boyfriend, even better.
I dont treat Evelyn any different just because she has Ke Yin.
Do you see what im gettin at?

Then i painfully realised, because of this all the gals drift away.

Then the next option-The boys.
You try to talk to them.
It's a all-so-normal chat but next thing you know,
You are a flirt all of a sudden.
People will judge you more then necessary-just because you're attached.
Gals will be disgusted.
Boys will never think of dating you after you're single again-
cas they know, you'll go cosying with other guys just like you had with them.
I dont think thats helping.

Then it comes back to me.
Most of my energy are used up studying.
Half of whats left is used up by stress over tests.
You've got your CCA.
Then you set aside some to control your emotions.
By now, you're almost dead.
But then you left a part of your energy for social bonding.
And having a partner consumes 2/3 of whats left.
We all know, it's all about attention-giving.
Then you need to leave that 1/3 for mom and dad.

And you tend to forget, where your friends are.
And then, soon enough, they'll forget to inform you about Sunday's outing.

Then my personality is partly in blame.
I've spent most of my time with my boy.
Day in day out, morning till night.
And i treat him with a certain kind of attitude.
Then it comes to a point where i get so used to being that way, acting that way.
And i slowly lose the other side of me.
And i painfully realised, i find it difficult to communicate with the people around me.
I cant imagine myself going to a gal and tickling her, telling her how good she smells.
(If you still dont get what i mean.)

And then a funny fact that i know you will agreed so much to.
How the gal gets pregnant, and she gets all the dirt.
She's being looked down upon, ignored, her reputation all gone.
And the boy gets scout free, just a few criticisms and soon, people forget his part of the dirt.
How the hong kong actresses got their unsightful pictures all posted up.
And the guy?
A few sorries, an explaination and he's back in he's glamor life.
The actresses explainations?-all ignored.

How i was brushed off and he?
Just a few words and he takes the show.
How i got affected by this whole "my friends are leaving because i am attached" seemed to only hit me and our friends still treats him like a human being.
They say gender biasness dont exist anymore in this generation.
I say, go find shit and eat it.

Next problem.

The most dreaded moment i'll have everyday,
is having to retreat back to my room and look at the mirror.
The patches of red on my cheeks, the messy hair, the less than average height, the overly oily face.
And then the most outstanding feature-my upside down smile.
It's painful to look at myself in the mirror and think of other gals with flawless skin, and pretty hair.

But still, after the stabbing, i'll convice myself that people have worst than what i current have.
There are people out there who are shorter.
There are people out there who are suffering severe acne problems.
And i'll tell myself,"Don't pretend you dont know this, and feel better now."

Now i understand why grown-ups warn us not to fall into a relationship.
Its not because of pre-marital sex.
In this generation, the last thing on kids' mind is to become pregnant.
We arent that silly anymore.
I guess they're afraid you'll turn out like me.
Draining myself to a miserable state.

But still, before i fall into a dreamless sleep, i'll think of all the problems i have, all the rejection i received, all the things i wished i was and could be all pushed aside by one sole consolation;
"This is what's life all about-its the problems that makes the most out of it.
And if people out there can pull it thru, im no different, in fact, better."

And i'll feel so much better.

Did you know Recycling one glass jar, saves enough energy to watch T.V for 3 hours!

My fear.

2009-03-15T22:09:00.018+08:00

It rained today.
And it wasnt peasant.
I finally got to hear what people meant by "splitting sound of thunder".
It was a continuous nightmare of thunder and lightning.
And i swear the lightning was way too close for comfort.
I actually curled into a lump in one corner of my bedroom and stared at the violent clashing of rainwater onto my window and frequent clacks of bright light across the sky.
It was f-ing scary.
I mean, you can actually hear the sky cackle each time a lighting strikes.

Dont know what i'll be if there's tornadoes in Singapore.
I think i'll die of heart attack. Instantly.

It's freaking disturbing, ya know.
As i grow up, instead of becoming braver.
Im reducing into a miserable wimp.
Why?
Cas im beginning to be frighten of much more stuffs then i remembered i had.
Those obvious fears i had were:
1. Ghost
2. Worms
3. Blah, i wont be so stupid to reveal it all.

But now, let me state a recent embarrassing example,
On Friday, there's this "I shouldn't be alive" Documentary.
This week story was about a yacht trip went wrong.
It was about how these five people was attacked by sharks and how they survived on a raft.
Well, three died.
And i freaking DO NOT WANT TO REPEAT A DAMN THING ABOUT IT.
Because of that, i ran to my mum's room and shivered there beside her lap.
Made Xian call me so i could calm myself down.
Dont worry, cas i should be the one worrying my guts out.
ITS BEEN TWO DAYS AND I CANT GET OVER IT!!
I'll nvr ever watch shows randomly anymore. Damn it.

Im freaked out about a storm today and i look over my shoulders every now and then, paranoid when its dark.
Im extremely afraid of the dark now.
To a point where its so mentally unhealthy.

I think my hormones are killing me.

1. I'm having puberty pimples all over again.

2. My mood swings are MASSIVE. One moment i act like a hyperactive 4 yr old kid. Next im like a man in serious depression.
*In a matter of seconds

3. Im increasingly paranoid and im beginning to freak out too much to be normal.

Enough of that, i wish i hadnt had wrote all that down.
Makes me feel so sick.

I LOVE BIOLOGY!
XD

Why?

You know why now.
The kindersurprise toys from Xian
Whats that?
Its says throw on unsuspecting person.
It actually sticks on your clothes. Reminds me of pollen grains.

My baby promised he'll give me KinderSurprise eggs every time i scored high marks.
Dont you just love these chocolate eggs?
I LOVE THEM ya know.
Mostly it's because of the surprise and the toy.
If you havent figured yet, I LOVE SURPRISES!

An egg cost $2 (Cold storage selling at $1.60, sorry baby)
Its not worth it.
Who cares.

They have this new packaging which, i think, probably to prevent idiotic kids from poking thru it and stealing the toys.

I know its random but..
My mum brought me this-->>

Its a monkey bin!

Well, thats all for now kids.

Did you know Slugs have 4 noses!

I love myself

2009-03-12T21:21:00.007+08:00

What i love most about myself.
My personality.

I think that is what makes me beautiful.
An average Jane with a not so average brain.
*I think im too self-confident today.

TOMORROW'S FRIDAY!!

Family day

2009-03-08T16:39:00.044+08:00

Time to stress!

Dont need to elaborate more.

I know it's been years (you might think), since i last step my tiny foot here.
C'mon, i have friends who haven been updating their blog like since what?
January?
F.O.R E.X.A.M.P.L.E, Mr Goh "Xian Xian".

So appreciate what im doing now.
Hmm, or should i be thankful for your frequent visit?
XD!
Whatever.
Like im soo sure people are reading at all.

Well, enough of defending myself.
Let me show you my family now.
(Like very suddenly hor)
XD.

Let me rephrase that.
Allow me to show you the freaking things i do on my weekends.

Watching the forest outside my house burn to ashes.

XD!
Actually, it happened a few weeks back.
During what seems to be the "Singapore Drought".
Some massive forest fire broke out at the forest just beside my flat.
It lasted for three days.

To be exact, when the first fire was spotted, the firemen successfully put it down.
The very next day, due to some ember left, the fire sprung to life again.
This time with a vengeful comeback.
It burned 2/3 of the forest brown and naked.
So bad it was qualified for the papers.
And for the firemen to stay overnight for two days, camping in their uniform under the void deck.
Its hard to be heroes indeed.

That dot of light in the darkness is the fireman's touchlight.
Guess they are still searching for remaining ember still unnoticed.

I was cursing and swearing when i hit myself for not bringing my camera to school to shoot it all down.
It was good blogging material, ya know!
So there you have it, Singapore's longest forest fire.
(Yay! Bukit Batok's famous for this! NOT!)

So back to weekends.
Definitely lots of weekend homework to finish, but hey.
It's the only time left for social and family bonding!
So lets skip the crap and present the pics.

Back at Admiralty Park again.
This time with tasks on hand-Bro's school project

Saw away Dad!

Shows you just how Kangpong people used to work.

Nicely done signs.
(My mum and dad's handwriting)

The end product of our masterpieces.
(See if you can spot my handwriting.)

My Bro's way of saying "Thank You!"

Now time for serious work.
From dusk.

Away from men at @work

Till dawn.
(Yawn)

Victory!!

What my bro's researching on.

There's always time to cam whore.
XD!

Well, there you have it.
All four of us out in the field under the scorching hot sun.
Knocking away.
(Well, for me would be snapping away.)
All for the better of my Bro.

Who would have thought it was harder than it looks.
Somehow when my bro brought up the issue about sticking the signs up for he's project to my dad,
My bro and i couldnt quite figure out why my dad was so worried and over reacted.
Now we god damn know.

It's not like on cartoons where you just stick the whole pole into the soil.
Takes about a few seconds huh?
WRONG!

You actually gotta bring this bloody 4kg hammer and knock that bloody thing down with all your might.
And my mum and i got a little worried when my skinny dad flew off the ground a little each time he knocked.
And it surely didnt took us a few seconds to finish.

But overall, it was indeed the most bonded family day we had.
Feels like my parents are my classmate.
Which is a very wrong feeling. XD.
But gotta admit, my dad is a very caring dude.
He always fork out extra effort to help us in anyway he can.

When i needed him to buy me a pencil.
He'll buy it for me with an eraser and a sharper.

I hope that really lame example made sense.
But whatever you are thinking now, thats exactly what my dad is.
And if you hadnt guessed yet,
I love him as much as i love myself.
aww..

Did you know Of all the words in the English language, the word set has the most definitions!

Grabbing my Phook pics

2009-02-28T21:21:00.003+08:00

Heys!
As you all know im using Phook to upload my pictures.
Its faster and it's interactive basically.
But the sad thing is, you cant grab my photos.
So this are the few ways i could think up of for you guys to get hold of them.

1.You gotta sign up as a member to Phook.
If you do, you just have to right click on my picture and click "Pic from Phook.com"
Log into your new Phook account and you can download my picture.

2.Get the Embed code.
If you do, just stroll over my picture and click on "<>"
Copy the code and upload it on your blog or other sites.

3.Ring me up.
If all else fails, just give me a call or send me your email and i'll send it to you.
Via email or msn.

Sorry for the inconvenience caused.
Do comment and vote though.
Would greatly appreciate it.

Column of articles

2009-02-26T20:57:00.003+08:00

NEW!
Column for my articles
(Below my picture on the sidebar)

My very first small article all can relate to.
Do take a look.
Click on the title.
It's not really impressive.
But i'll improve im sure.

Please grow up

2009-02-26T20:34:00.002+08:00

Well, one thing i cant seem get my mind off.
Just gonna briefly say it. Though it's really a long story.

I understand exactly how people/humans tend to assume things in whatever they like it to be.
But you see, it really doesn't imply that being in the first Express class means that we are arrogant.

Why people or shall i daringly say immature teens, tend to assume this because they always think that we are more knowledgeable than them.
And that triggers them to be extra aware of the words we say and actions we portray.
And even the slightest "mistakes" we do, will encourage this really immature way of thinking.
And as i speak, i am fairly sure there are bound to be readers who will think that im being arrogant in some way already.

I really wish they would categorize everyone equally, cas only by doing that, they can see clearly how wrong they are.
Even if you're from anywhere else other than being the in a position of higher expectations, you might just be the arrogant one. Im sure.

Secondly, is it really impossible for some people to take commands by someone of similar age?
Look, it's already difficult for a leader to be friendly and firm at the same time.
I can surely say, the friendly part, i've handed it fairly well.
The firm part is improving quite fast on my part.

I understand if you are unresponsive if you're talking, but when you're well aware im wanting something to be moved and done...
You choose to stand your ground and refuse to budge in purpose, that's extremely unintelligent.
If you really think that listening to a leader deems you less powerful, you had better go grow up a little and think twice before you realise the world is too big for you.
Respect is vital, i guess people who aren't familar with this, will definitely fail to ever be heard or noticed.

Did you know Most dust particles in your house are made from dead skin!

Relax and carefree

2009-02-26T19:28:00.006+08:00

Heys.
Today wasn't as horrible as i predicted it would be.
I guess im lucky in a way.
Why?
You see, to my grief, i found out that my period started this morning.
And i swore i curse this day for being so unfortunate.
I had to go all the way to VCH for my choir SYF Rehearsal.
And the last thing i wanted was for my period to torment me the rest of the day.
And guess what?
I live through today painlessly.
And to add on to my prize, i wasn't going to attend Physics remedial (cas it SUCKS!) and choir practice was off.
HAH.
Remind me to thank god. *wink

So in a way, school ended early for me.
Popped over to Pepper Lunch with Xian.
Talk or shall i say, gossiped intensely while we ate and window shopped in JP.
Which was quite nice for me.
The feeling of relax and carefree comes around rarely when you're having your O's you know.
I dont mind spending a little more time away having quality time with Xian.
It's healthy to do that once in a while. Honestly.
And to let you know, we actually set a date for every week, a free day to at least spend a little extra time together. Even if it's only for an hour.
Quality time, that's what i call it.

Well, relatively today was the prefect day i had in what seems like forever.
Guess i better take my curses back in the toilet this morning. XD

Did you know Rice paper does not have any rice in it!

For my baby

2009-02-24T23:50:00.004+08:00

Can't get enough of this shit.
Hope you like it.

Damn you! I created this.

2009-02-24T23:44:00.002+08:00

Because today's a free and happy day.
I've spent my precious time away to do this.
Isn't it showing my progress with Photoshop. XD!
Be proud of me suckers!
XD!

If only i knew how to make this into a blogskin.

I LOVE TODAY!

Our special day

2009-02-22T15:45:00.008+08:00

Happy V'Day!
I know what cha' thinking.
Why the hell did i take so long to react to V'day?!?

You see, i was waiting for my Bro to install Photoshop.
And i went thru hours and hours trying to figure out that freaking, damn, complicated software just so to perfect my favourite photo.
And...
WALA!

Here's my much anticipated V'day photos!
Enjoy!

No.
We didnt go to the Zoo.

We didnt venture into a jungle too.
(If you're thinking Twilight. Im not that hardcore.)

Xian promoting Ice Mountain.
You'll feel so hot after looking at the photo, you wanna drink some WAT-AR!!

I gave him this pair of shoe for his Anniversary present. He said he wanted a pair of shoe just like this. It was a request made long time ago. See! I remembered! And i made a video for him for his Valentine's Day gift too. Im so nice.

He gave me this necklace.
Its like super cool.
You might think he very old fashion.
But who knew, it's actually a thumb drive lahs!
(Just when i needed one)
And i love it cas it has crystals on it.
LOVE IT!

Then it was dinner time.
I forgot to take a picture of the main course.
But i repaid that by taking our dessert!

Double scoop Ice Cream @ Secret Recipe.

Obviously my baby's happy.
My Asian Edward Cullen.
(Maybe im that hardcore.)

And finally.
This was what i wore.

Dress: Some boutique shop at Hong Kong.
Belt: From H&M in Hong Kong.
Bangles: From some shop at Jurong Point.
Earrings: From JingQi for my birthday.
Ribbons: I sew it myself and pinned in on my dress. Cant really see it.

And leaving my favourite for the last.
Happy 1yr Aniversary and Valentine's Day baby.
(If you're wondering why it looks weird. F? It's obviously photoshop-ed?)

Original Photo

Happy Valentine's Day!

2009-02-13T21:24:00.005+08:00

(Click on " to comment!!) Try it!

Hey guys.
Im back from the second test week.
And im not really sure if im suppose to be elated or depressed.

1. I did horrible for the tests for the first test week.

2. I breezed thru my tests for this week.

What the hell.
Let the papers say in all next week.
But to be honest, im actually taking Maths seriously now.
I still hate it though, no questions ask.
But i seem to be coping quite nicely.
Please not let it be because its the first few chapters of the year and its relatively easy.
I WANT TO BE SMART TOO, you know.

Well, today's the 13th of Friday.
Supposing-ly the Black Day. ("Sway day" in singlish terms)
And, other then my phone short-circuited when i left it on a puddle of water,
i can gladly say im save from it.
I guess my life's too chaotic already to suffer anymore of a shithole.

Well, bright side is, tmr Valentine's Day!
I wont say today's a substitute of V'day.
C'mon! Today's Black Day?
Going around wishing people a happy V'day just seem so wrong to me.

Im not really into V'day actually.
It's what comes after 14th that matters.
My, or shall i say, our 1year Anniversary?!?
Im in more shock than you are now, honestly.
Did i just passed a year without realizing the time it took.
My first touch of his skin felt more like it just happened a day ago, metaphorically speaking.

Well, with that said.
I cant wait for our celebration tmr.
And im sure you are dying to know where we'll escape to..
You see, we'll be going back to the secret place we went to on our first Anniversary.
And if you've been following my blog, you'll actually know where exactly.
All in all, tmr will be a good day, hopefully, knowingly.
And if you're wondering why i've not written any mushy stuffs to commemorate our 1year,
leave that for tmr's surprise. XD.

Happy Valentine's day!!

Full of kisses and such..
Did you know Fingernails grow nearly 4 times faster than toenails!

Freaking virus

2009-02-11T00:07:00.002+08:00

Sorry i didnt update during the weekend.
Apparently, my com gave up on me.
You wanna know what the F happened?

Its those freakin viruses!
Those sneaking bastards!
I dont how they went into my com.
Cork up the whole system.
And BAM!
There goes my weekend of blogging.
My bro had to wait till the weekdays to fixed it.
Thankfully, he did it on Monday.(Thanks a bunch!!)
BUT!!
That wasnt the end of it.
I tried to plug in my camera.
And the system doesnt read.
F?
So i called in the pro. (My bro)
He says the freakin virus migrated into my camera.
MY CAMERA!!MY FREAKIN CAMERA!!!
I am so pissed.
So eventually, when i plug in, the virus swam back into the com.
Dammit. Damn them all.
So my bro's trying hard to kill it now.
Pray hard.

Here's what i promised.
Chingay pictures!
And for not clogging up my blog, i squeezed them all into a slide show.
The quality might vary though.
(I spent a hell of a time doing this up, so you guys had better appreciate it!!)
(AND COMMENT!!)

Chingay 09

2009-02-03T19:13:00.005+08:00

Hmms..
It mid-week and why am i blogging?
XD!
I've got home like 5plus.
Which is way too early to what i normally came home at.
The irony is, everytime i promise myself i'll take a real good nap whenever i got the chance to go home early.
I always end up wandering my time away.
(as you can see)

Well, nothing much really.
Currently experiencing test week.
And thank god, it's been fine so far.

Last Saturday, my whole class went for Chingay'09 for our SL project.
Cool huh?
We were suppose to promote environmentally friendly lifestyle.
Basically we went about with our billboard and played games with random people.
All they have to do is answer some questions related to the environment and guess what?- they get a prize at the end.
Free stuffs?!

The funny and yet irritating thing is, it seems like all the people we asked were westerners.
What the...
And they say we are biased to the westerners.
C'mon, when we approach the locals with just as wide smiles, all we get in return is,
"Sorry ah, in a rush." OR
"Sorry, not interested." OR
"Huh? Oh, i busy. Sorry." OR
if we're lucky.
With a wave of a hand, "No,no,no."

Wow.
So eventually we finally got what we locals were hinting at.
And we learn a hard way of NEVER ASKING A LOCAL EVER AGAIN.

Well, i must admit though, it was kinda interesting to interact with westerners.
All the different slangs, all the different ideas.
So different yet we were all somewhat identical when the environment is concern.
I sound green now.

Overall it was great-The Chingay parade and the activities.
Well, that aside.

I've been really day-dreamy these few days.
Fantasizing on stuffs like migrating to a countryside, where i could own a "english" house, complete with a front porch and backyard.
Go to the beach, lying on a pool of pebbles, dancing immerse a dense forest, so much more.
And i couldn't list them all down cas it'll only get even more ridiculously hard to imagine.
Why am i thinking like this?
It's either the stress or Twilight.

Well, i'll post up Chingay pics soon.
I kinda think im overcrowding my blog with photos.
Along with it will be my English Compo.
But here's a sneak peek so you'll come back again.
XD!

Flight

My eyes snapped open. I sat up and regained my consciousness and vision.

“Bom!”

There it was again, the same thunderous explosion that had woken me up a second ago. I looked around and spotted many dazed faces but most of the others were faces of panic and fear. Another mass execution? Or just another ‘game’ they were playing? I crept to the small window at the end of the long room. Soldiers were running everywhere with their huge, black guns in their arms. Enormous tanks and army trucks lined on the narrow road which led to the tall, black gate. Questions and conclusions began popping in my mind. Some of which were ridiculously hard to believe and impossible to answer. Had they come to save us? In such a situation, there was a chance.

I stared at the hectic scene outside for a few more minutes before making my mind up. This was my chance to execute the plans I had come up with a few months ago. The soldiers were distracted and all I had to do was to get my mother and sister and bring us out of this horrid place. I was going to escape.

I gave one final look at the situation outside before dashing to the door at the other end of the room. I made my way down and stuck my head out watching out for soldiers coming my way and at the same time tracing the route I was going to take to the building across where I was. I clenched my hands together and prayed quickly before I stepped out of the door.

Did you know Some ribbon worms will eat themselves if they cant find any food!

CNY 2009

2009-01-30T22:55:00.055+08:00

Heys!
The next great event.
CNY!!
So i know you guys wont read my post much.
(I know you're too lazy to, cas im a living proof too.XD)

I dont wanna write much too.
My brain's too tired to function.
It takes lots of energy to write up a good post you know.
Or people will start abandoning your blog.
Well, lets stop all talking and let the pictures tell the story.

That's me with my Wai Po (Mum's mum)
That's my New Years outfit. XD!
Damn! I pose so unnaturally.
This is my Wai Po SUPER vintage sewing machine. I'm wearing something vintage, so why not?
They have really vintage stuffs in that house okay. I totally love i there. I LOVE VINTAGE!
(Seriously. Sounds sarcastic, but its real.)
My bro on the left and my mum beside him.
And im not mixed blood, if ur wondering.
Got back home and took a bunch of photos. XD!
I mean, i totally L.O.V.E my skin on New Year lahs.
Look! Lesser pimples!
For the last few days, i've been taking xtra work on my face and praying it'll be good and..
WALA!

I must put these next two photos up cas i really like them.
Cant resist. XD!
So sorry if i bore you with my pics.

This, i did not wear on CNY. I went home and realize it matches my clothes.
ARRHHGG!

ON ME:

I sewed these ribbons the night before. Its really easy to make.
It's for adding colour to what i was wearing.
I cant be all dull and black on CNY rights?
My earrings is a birthday gift from Jing Qi.
I kinda mix'n'matched.
As you can see, the left ear hangs a silver dangler and the other a black round one.
My dress from BYSI.
And if you are wondering why my ass look so huge in the previous full-length pictures, explanation is below.
The insides are sew with this really cool layers of fiber.
I totally love it cas it really brings out the vintage-ness.
And its really unique of course.

Thats the silver dangler one.
Thats my handbag.
A sling-on-arm kinda thing.
This is a pic of the side of the bag.
Really love the zippers and the side.
Its from Cotton On.
They're great cas they really include such small details to their stuffs.
Which is damn cool.
Love the tarnished-gold chain.

Second Day of CNY

We went to Admirity Nature Park.
It was dead small, but it's the only park we hadn't visited.
And we needed a family outing badly.

Urban Park. Housing Estates is another word.
This is the "Ah-ta-chee" plant. You know, the white seed thingy in "Ice-Kachang"?
Its fruit, where the "Ah-ta-chee" is inside.
Looks more like a flower.
My mum. Its really weird when you're taking pictures in Singapore.
I mean, i look like a freakin' tourist.
This is fuckin' bad for my health.
Those brown brown stuffs on the stems?
They are fuckin' reddish-brown, furry caterpillars.
FUCK!
Just click this picture to zoom,
You get what i mean.
Looks like a resort entrance somehow.
Thats my bro and daddy by the way.
This might look like some average tall grass.
But those white stuffs on it?
You touch it, you can enjoy scratching your ass off.
The grass is taller den you, so imagine you fell into a bunch of them.
BYE BYE to you.
(Facts from the Kangpong guy aka Daddy.)
Some "flaming" plant.
So i'll bring a helmet next time.
My daddy in front, followed by mum and bro.

Morning Glories.
My mum says it only blooms in the morning.
Its 3pm, isn't that too early?
My shadow. Like the hair blowing effect. XD!
The model looks damn miserable.

"She walks a lonely road, the only one she'll ever know.."
My Bro
I love this pic somehow.
Finally, the Mangrove.
The special roots.
It's geography time!
Repeat after me.
"Bu-gu-rare-ra.."
"Ad-vi-ce-nia.."
I somehow find this fallen log interesting.
More mangrove.

This might look random to you.
My dad is trying to prove how stupid this lizard is by throwing stones near it.
He says that the lizard will follow the sound and try to catch whatever it heard.
And true enough the lizard to darn stupid.
If it was me, i'll just run away, cas it might be some bloody predator.
(Dont bother finding the lizard in the pic, it ran away before i could snap.)
This mangrove tree is like no where near water.
I thought it was interesting.
Final scenery before we left.

Overall, it was a nice CNY.
But the very next day, i fell into terrible fever.
Will explain further in the next post.
Hope i didnt bore you.
Do look forward to my recent compo.
I'll post it up next time!

7 Things Spoof!!

2009-01-28T22:14:00.004+08:00

Beautiful days.

2009-01-25T12:39:00.073+08:00

Hey all human beings.
You might be thinking. "Finally she's posted something new!"
XD!
C'mon, its 0'level year.
All i do when school ends is go for After classes, Remedials after that and if Xian's in band, do homework in the canteen.
And when i reach home, bathed and filled up, i settle down for more work.
And after CNY, its Focused test period again.
AND THEY SAY LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.

But it's not entirely wrong-The "Life is beautiful" thing.
There are times when i feel on top of the world.

(My first birthday cake)

(One year old?)

(From left: Shermaine, me, Joscelin)

When friends like these are there to give you a surprise by appearing out of nowhere on your birthday.

(My geeky boy)

(From left: Me, Xian)

And a boy like him to go through all odds to make you happy.

(My second birthday cake)

(Sweet 16)

And a family with the biggest heart.

(My third cake)

(Waving to our classmates)

When your classmates try to surprise you-but failed quite miserably.
(Can't fool me twice you know.)

(Wishing)

And wishes that you wish every year, would come true somehow or rather.

(7 Heaven @Haagen Daz. Nice smoke effect by dry ice.)

(Now its gone.Muahahas!)

(Jing Qi blowing the smoke. So childish! XD!)

And friends who stay back with you on your last joy of your birthday.
(7 Heaven ICE CREAM @Haagen Daz)

So its really not that difficult. As you can see.
But when it's not your special day.
It'll still be the same.
Just a little more CRAZZY-IER.

(From left: Joscelin, Jing Qi)

(What do you think they are doing?)

(Dunno who took this shot. Utterly weird.)

(C'mon, you can guess who's table is that)

(I look tortured)

(From left: Xian, me, Jing Qi, Jun Hong, Joscelin)

(Retarded!!)

(Candid of Eben)

(Looks like some grave news from 8days mag.XD!)

(Look! Im desperate for the camera!)

(Jing Qi)

(Camera on timer)

(Why's my face so tiny?!)

(Wahs, hurry can! The sun so hot lahs!! XD!)

(Our class board deco. I do wan lehs!..XD!)

(Edward Cullen needs to so sun tan le..)

(Ya, we produce sun-POWERS!)

(Look like some kind of prisoner)

(All who stayed back for class deco!)

(Paper flew in front of the camera)

(I disappeared)

(Formal!)

(Party mode!)

CNY Celebrations @Xian House.

(Eating dinner after party)

(I look better here.XD!)

(Zhi Guang)

(Xian upside down face)

(Choo Wei's Candid!!)

(Ganging up on Leon)

(Eben looks shock.)

(No jersey at last!)

(Group photo! The boys behind all hide..)

And then there are days when you feel you are the hottest gal in the world.
Like real.

(After surprise party with Joscelin, shermaine and Xian)

And after all this, all you wanna do is hug the one thing that made your life so BEAUTIFUL.
Who stayed with you through all was good or bad.
Took all your temper and still had fun together.
That try so hard to make you happy every min, and not expecting anything in return-
Is the best kind of treasure you'll ever have.

This is my treasure i'll nvr wanna lose.

Thanks dear.

Did you know Dolphins sleep with one eye open!

My birthday eagerness

2009-01-16T22:45:00.005+08:00

HoHoHo

Something is coming soon.
And im getting more and more excited.
I cant wait!!

MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING!!
XD!
(If you thought i was talking about CNY, you are a total idiot.)

Anyways, birthdays always comes with a wishing list rights?
So, is okay if i make one rights?
RIGHTS!?!
Whatever,
i'll do it anyways.
XD!

I just want you to know i do it to give you guys an easier life, you know.
I understand how hard it is when it comes to Birthday-Presents-Buying.
So you better thanked me for this. XD!

My Wishing List.
1. More Bananas?
2. That banana pencil box i saw in popular.
3. That mini candy machine.
4. More clothes and accessories!!
5. A new Rip Curl water bottle.
6. A new school bag.
7. A new Ipod.
8. That cute planner from Art Box.
9. A small party with my friends.
10. A new boyfriend.

OPPS!
Hahas..
The last one was bull.
Why would i want a new boyfriend?
Everyday i wake up, Xian is always my new boyfriend.
He's like Kinder Surprise's eggs, always full of surprises.
XD!

Actually, i dont really want anything from my wishing list.
I just REALLY WANT no.9.
And i damn hope that you guys could be free on TUESDAY!
Really do, cas thats all i want.
Honest.

So please dont buy expensive stuffs for me. Really.
(Like i very confident you'll buy anything for me.XD!)

Well, tmr my family's bringing me for my Birthday Dinner!
On Sunday, Xian's going to celebrate my birthday!
And Tuesday, I'll get to eat with my friends!!
I CANT WAIT!!
Hope i have fun and the best birthday ever!

Did you know Since your last birthday 31,536,000 seconds have passed

Happy New Year!

2009-01-02T23:30:00.011+08:00

To celebrate my boredom redoing my chem workbook.
Here's what i did in between breaks.
XD!
Love the specs!

Happy New Year guys!!.. A new year ahead.

But not really happy at all.
C'mon, it's O'lvl year.
There is nothing to explain the smell of death knocking on my door. And some of your's too.

Well, had a brilliant countdown party at Paris Ris Park.
Never entered there till 31Dec08.

Really great day.
Wore my best dress.
Really liked that wonderful dress.
Party-ed like dunk ass with my class.

Actually.. Im the only one dunk.
XD!
The bunch of them were playing cards.
I HAD to entertain myself rights!!
Well, all in all..

The party was fantastic!
I bet only our class will be siao enough to go to the end of the island to countdown.
But i guess this proves that no matter how far we venture, its never impossible. (Does that make sense?)

Thanks for making 2008 end so beautifully guys! Next years target will be chalet and a great countdown party all over again!!
And if its ever so possible, we'll all go overseas together!
XD!

Nothings impossible remember?

Emo

2008-12-30T11:46:00.002+08:00

Been crying nonstop these few days.
Been waking up with a pair of swollen eyes.
Im not alright.

It hurts so much.
Its like my insides are stabbing me.
And i have no where else to spill my pain.
This was my only way i could escape.
And put my mind into something else.
And it seems to work, distracting me from thinking.

The thing is, this is only my laptop.
It wont pity my sorry state.
It wont hug me even though i need that so much.
All i see is my stupid reflection on the screen.

Is there really no one to save me.
Am i that alone.
Why are my fingers trembling.

Im sorry.
Dont mean to emo on a public-viewing blog.
Hope all i get from you guys is understanding and i dont need any comforting.
Cas it only makes me feel worse.

I feel better now.
So i'll end this.

Did you know Peanut butter is an effective way to to remove chewing gum from hair or clothes.

Newly opened shops!

2008-12-25T23:15:00.001+08:00

New blogshops!
Do give it a visit!

Click on the shops below!

*NoxShop
*NoxFactory
*NoxStuffs

Have fun!
XD!

Merry christmas!

2008-12-25T00:53:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas forks!
Why am i blogging in the early morning of christmas?
Beats me..
XD!

Nah, just real busy these few days.
Jus came back from Hong Kong on the 23rd.
Feel refresh, not really.
Feel better, not really.
Enjoyed myself, 50/50.
Hating the thought of coming back to singapore and thinking the next year is coming, WAY CORRECT!

To go straight to the point, Christmas eve sucks.
Thats why im going to get emo in this "merry" post.
Its a tradition to have christmas dinner with my family every 24dec.
A dinner filled with salad, soup and all kinds of huge meat and bread, complete with a glass of wine.
American style.
The thing is, i looked forward to this dinner.
I helped out in all ways i can.
All i had in mind was wanting my family to be happy and merry together and talking on the fun stuffs we did in Hong Kong.
Honestly, that was the only thing that motivated me.
But my foolish hope crashed right before my very eyes.

My brother being an ass like always.
My dad, not thinking hard enough.
Its all a long story, and its not good talking bad about the ones you love.
Especially on this day.
Just that im disappointed all over again.
And i guess i'll always be a foolish gal who never learns.

Well, its Christmas day and i will not bring it any deeper into a shithole.
This christmas there's no tree, there's no presents in my house for sure.
But i actually feel fine cas i dont really need presents or a tree to feel the christmas spirit.
Not being humble or cheesy.
Just honest that im happy for what i have now.
Dont need more, dont want less.
And if i dont have a choice and santa demands a wish from me.
Im gonna wish that every christmas will be this year's christmas.
Hmm, now that i revealed my wish, will it not come true?..XD!

Well, having my family all safely flown back to Singapore.
Xian keeping me strong.
With the choir room done up so well.
My class having bond closer and closer with so many class outings.
My friends being fit and well.
With myself, healthy and happy.
I couldnt ask for more, really.

So to conclude this christmas day, 2008.
I'll take it as thanksgiving.
And thank the people i love and those who love me.
And thank the gods for keeping them safe and well.
And most importantly, im thanking myself for having learnt and grown so much and being strong on the tough times.
Thanks.

*(Holiday pics and infor will be posted soon or after christmas! So do come back!)

Did you know 56 percent of Americans sing holiday carols to their pets.

Candy Machine!

2008-12-03T22:13:00.011+08:00

Dont you think they look the same?
Banana sisters!
Bear buried in candies
Banana squeeze
Prizes!
Lots of prizes!
Lot and lots of prizes!
Prizes of m&ms!

A bag of prizes!!XD!

Heys guys!..
You wonder what the hell are these photos about rights?
Hahas.
But before i get into the story behind these pictures, I must warn those frail hearts to not read the below information as we want to ensure that no major injuries or failure of heart will be of our responsibility.

Whatever.
So here goes.
We and Xian, we were in West Mall like usual.
Walking about.
We do that like almost everyday and i bet all those shopkeepers recognise us.
Anyways, i would always go up to the arcade to check on the Candy Machine.
(Ya know, the machines that you have to scope up the candies and pour it on your tray kinda thing.)
West Mall has the best prizes in the Candy Machine.
So i will always wanna check them out.
And true enough there were lots of nice prizes.
Like the big bear figurine, banpresto bananas, and mini toys.
But like always, i just stick my nose onto the glass window and admire the other players who were getting all the nice prizes.
And i swear i really wanted to play. Everytime i was there.
But i am money wise.

Anyways, straight to the point, there were these two gals.
And they were idiots.
They scope up the bear and two bananas.
And i bet they sat on that seat for almost an hour.
Xian and i were admiring all the bananas and the big bear.
So they played so long, wasted so much money and...
They actually left when the bananas and the bear was on the edge.
And we were like behind them?!
So we immediately took their places.

We were determined to get the banana. One of them at least.
So in the first two dollars, the first banana already dropped into our possession.
I was not satisfied, so we played on.
And guess what?
We won the mini jackpot and a ton of candies flew down from 'heaven'!!
So the bear and the 2nd banana came closer.
And next thing you know?
We got everything!
And guess what? We only spent $8!
For two of the bananas, its already $6 in the market.

Well, i shall explain my feelings den.
I was screaming and hugging Xian throughout the game.
And i was telling him every sec in his ear to NOT, NEVER get zero sweets.
And he didnt.
My heart was running and running in full speed.
Hahas.
Guess im still a kid who's getting excited over the Candy Machine.
Actually, its the feeling of winning.

So we went home happily.
Very happily. The afternoon was suppose to be angry and sad.
But i guess the man up there has reward me for my bravery that afternoon.
Though the prize is kindo.
Its the happiness that im talking about.

Did you know A dragonfly has a lifespan of 24 hours.

Life's lessons

2008-11-27T18:36:00.003+08:00

Heys guys!
Nothing much actually.
Not feeling quite well today.
So decided to miss the last practice of choir.
Sorry guys.

Well, the choir camp went quite well.
It was a success actually.
But i gotta say, some parts were quite depressing.
I shan't elaborate.
But the thing i would really wanna have after this whole camp, is the feedbacks from the campers.
So if any chance of any juniors who's reading this post.
Do leave a feedback on my tagboard.
Thanks guys!

Well, the part that i enjoyed most is the party at night.
It was the only thing im actually proud of.
Good work committee.

But i must say, there are still a lot of space for improvement for the committee.
Not base on bonding or the enthu spirit in us.
Just want you guys to understand more of each other and learn to listen sometimes.
But i really happy that we are very bonded together and you guys have done a really great job.
So thanks for making the choir camp such a success!

Well, next thing is, im really depressed these few days.
Maybe its my period thats coming.
Or am i really changing?
To me, i feel that i keep making people feel disappointed in me.
My family, my friends, my boy.
Sometimes i put in my best in something, used up my sweat and blood to do something.
And its depressing when my efforts were not seen.
But its okay.
In the end, as long as i know i've done well, its enough to keep me going.

But the most depressing, is that every mistake i do, were seen so evidently.
Of all the good things i've tried so hard to achieve and have achieved, were all thrown into the sea with just one mistake.
Its sad enough to try so hard and not ask for recognition.
And now having it all thrown away for a single mistake.

But after days of pondering, i can say life's like this.
Somehow, people can only see the negative side easier than the positive.
I dont blame them.
To me, its just another life lesson to learn from.

And hopefully a lesson that your guys can learn from too.
Dont feel down when things are not going well.
Just think harder, u'll find the answer sooner or later.

I wanna thank my boy for the support he gave me.
If it wasnt for him, i would not have survived all the happenings these few days.
I can say i finally understand that we may have bad times, we may argue.
But when the reality and our senses comes back, we still need each other.

I admit and understand that i may take the wrong steps occasionally, but theres always this rope wrapped around my waist.
Pulling me back whenever i walked myself to the edge of the cliff.
So i must thank him for saving me and being the only hero when i needed one.
So dear, i wanna say sorry for all that i've done and thank you for forgiving every single one of them.

All in all, i've learn to see all this bad happenings as lessons.
And ironically, im glad all those happened.
Cas now im proud to announce, a better me have emerged.

Did you know No word in the English language rhymes with month, orange, silver or purple.

Ah lian and Ah bengs paradise.

2008-11-15T00:08:00.004+08:00

Heys stupids!!
Im back!
Feeling lazy, sick, anxious, happy.
Its the mixed feelings again.
No, im not having my period.

Lazy cas i dont feel like blogging what i did today and posting all the pics.
I just wanna write what goes thru my mind now.
Its easier and much more fun that way.

Sick cas i have a freaking running nose that keeps tempting to sneeze.
Its not like ur typical shit flowing out of ur nose.
Mine is dripping water.
WATER!
Yes, those stuffs u drink.
But in this case you DONT drink it.
And you know when this happens, it never stops flowing ever so fast!
A bloody sore throat.
And a little coughing occasionally.
The thing is, i have my bottle of water beside me now.
The problem is,
Im still as thirsty every min.
I KEEP PEEING!!
What have i done to deserve this!

Anxious cas tmr im going out for class outing at Sentosa!
Again, apparently.

Happy cas...
Its just how i feel now?

All in all, its gonna be a roller coaster ride for me this holiday.
None of my galfriends are around.
Keep going on dates.
Where have all the gal sprees gone!
Gotta study lik mad.
Plan for choir camp from nothing.
Hunt for jobs which i eventually have gave up hope on.
Be merry.
Phew, saying all this is already so energy consuming. (Yahs, haben been exercising)

Oh yahs.
You know, i really cant stand ppl who writes rubbish on their blogs.
Why abuse the poor innocent blogs!
I should go on strike on blogs that go like this:

I love you.
But i realise i dont noe why.
Everytime i sleep, i see you.
Since you left, i can nvr forget you.
My heart aches everytime i think about u.
Im missing you.
All the tears i cried every night.
I dont understand why im feeling this way.
Mayb cas we are fated to be together.
Do you love me?
All i noe is i wanna be with you forever.
Please dont break my heart.
i really need you.
Blah blah etc etc..

WTH!
Whats wrong with you ppl?!
Its those kinda emo stuffs exactly lik,
"I wanna cry in the rain,
cas no one will see my tears" kinda shit.
Worse is, english words are modified.
Budd its okayys.
Cos ii use to do derr same.

I think blogs have become the ideal ah lian, ah bengs place of paradise.
Not only can they show how educated they are in terms of english, or mayb englishh.
Brag of who they were with and what they were doing in the middle of the night.
They can post all their close up photos of their exceptionally white photoshopped faces and enlarged eyes.
Shrink words or colour them so its harder for readers to read.
And post techno songs.

I feel happy for them. Not.

Not saying i write good stuffs.
But at least not THAT bad.
Sorry guys.
Whatever you're doing does suck badly.

Muacks.
till next time.

Did you know "I am." is the shortest complete sentence in the English language.

I cooked!

2008-11-12T19:11:00.002+08:00

Heys guys!..
Today was a relatively nice happy day.
Went over to Jos house.
Witnessed how straight she could sit.
XD
Poor thing.
Everytime she laughs, her back would ache.
And she felt too much pain when we were there.
Me and Xian.
Well, best part was, we cooked for her.
Yea, COOK!

Muahahas..
Think i small small blur blur dunno how to cook wan rights?
U'RE WRONG SUCKERS!
Though Xian helped a little, but thats not important.
XD!!
Okies lahs!
He helped a lot.
Happy?
Anyways, we boiled two eggs and drew smiley faces on it.
Cooked cheesy sausage omelet.
And made some cream of mushroom with chicken soup.
Hope Jos liked it.
Cas we made a set for ourselves and we loved it.
Very satisfied.
It was really delicious. (Not saying it just to let you guys feel jealous, cas it genuinely taste good.)
Another good thing is, it only cost $5 plus for two sets of meals and lots of fun!
What a deal!
Someday, i'll cook some for my mum. XD

Next, choir com went to Vivo to research on Choir camp 08'.
Crazy time.
Busy thinkin of questions that are at "kids" standard.XD
Counting dummies.
Finding courage to ask stupid questions. (Hah!)
Counting down to 5pm.

Well, it was indeed crazy since you put choir's most crazy bunch together.
Its reactive.
In fact explosive.

Went Sentosa next.
There was just so much construction going on there.
Sentosa looks like a sick patient.
Anyways, picked a few empty, big spots.
Looked out for food and nice sheltering for wet weather.
Explored Palawan beach which i haven gone for ages.
Discover lots of stuffs.
Went to KouFu (Some foodcourt) there and we wanted to know it it was hala.
Tried askin the drink store aunty.
How lucky we were to have her to be a china woman.
This how it went.

ZhiGuang asked in chinese, "Is the food here hala?"
China woman answered, "Huh? What thing?"
ZG answered, "Malay people can eat here a not?"
(Noting that she doesnt know 'Hala' cas its an english word)
China woman answered, "Orh~, Malaysians ar?"
ZG answered, "No no, malay people. Malay~."
China woman asnwered, "Huh? Malay and Malaysians not same mehs?"
??

WHAT IS HAPPENING TO THIS WORLD!!??
They are like not the same!!!
Add the "sians" and they are two different human being!
Hopefully that China woman was being cute.
Cas it was a down-right disgrace to mankind.

All in all, i enjoyed myself alot.
Though my legs ached due to all those endless walking.
Best thing is, we saw fireworks in sentosa which was breathless.
If yesterday came again, i'll be thanking the guy living upstairs.
Well, bad part is there's no fish to catch that day.

Hope this yr's choir camp will be a success.
Who dont wish the same? (I'll kill them.)

Taylor 2nd album is out in stores!!
CRAZY!

Did you know Peanuts are one of the ingredients of dynamite.

Camp 2008

2008-11-07T21:04:00.002+08:00

Hey guys.
Sorry i didnt post those pics of our class.
My com damn lag.
Take freakin long to load the pics in here.
So hopefully if this time it works, i'll post it.
If not, i'll jus pass them to xian and hope he's com is more supportive.

Anyways, my first week of the holidays was mostly interrupted by the sec3 camp.
Camp was great.
The thing is, if there wasnt a racial division, it would have been the perfect camp.
The thing i cant believe is how my malay SL friends dont recognize me during the camp.
Even if you guys dont see me as a friend, its okay.
But the fact that we are all SL.
We've been thru enough to at least greet and welcome each other.
That was all i was asking for.
I was very disappointed and sad and in fact angry at the way i was treated at a SL meeting during the camp.

This was wat roughly happened;
Being called out for a SL meeting, i went to join the group of malay gals and our camp chief who was the first few to arrive.
I can say i didnt make such a silent entry to have no one to welcome me.
Not even the camp chief, which i know since i attend he's last camp, said "hi".
Most of the gals there i know and been thru camps together as a group.
Im sure some of them must have had noticed my entrance?
Nope, i was left at the back of that small group of "strangers", engrossed in their conversation.
Continuous laughter and chatting.
Worse thing is, it was all in malay.
I used to look up at our camp chief, admired him of his experienced skills in leadership.
But now, i was left disappointed.
I had the urge to jus leave, but thinking bout my position as a SL, i wanted to prove myself strong.
Camp chief wanted us to look into our buffet as we were all excited at what was in those metal tins.
We ran to the buffet set, opened the covers.
WOO WAAs~
I was excited, so was everyone else.
Everyone was asking each other whats in the tins they had opened.
I joined in.
But my question came with no answer.
At that point of time, i could confirm, the person standing next to me was a total "stranger".
So all i had left to do was to mumble to myself of how nice smelling potatoes were.
And i gotta thank the only malay gal who really wasnt my friend that answered my mumble.
I dont know her name, but i noe she's ameer's gal.
Thanks.
In the end, i threw away my dignity as a SL and left that place.
I thought it was just me being unfriendly or something.
I was wrong, cas the next thing that came was a lecture from one of the intructors about his students complaining bout the meeting and being left out.
I was a victim of the incident but was lectured instead.
But i was still happy.
At least it was brought out.

So i would like to conclude that it was obvious unfairness and biasness between races in this camp.
Not only the SLs were affected, it was happening thru out the camp.
Was it even considered that all the instructors were malay with only one was Indian.
It really wasnt possible for me to understand why not even a single chinese instructor was brought in.
Not a single one?
And to add on, being SLs, we were not respected equally.
And it has truly demoralized some of the SLs.
Im disappointed.
And all i hope is for the next camp that is being organized, dont care if its for the next batch of sec1s or 2s, to be carefully planned out.

Second week of holiday wasnt much.
Filled up with choir practice and sec1 orientation planning.
No friends in choir.
Jos sick in bed (ought to visit her next week) and most of them in korea.
Only left Guang to follow everywhere.
I must admit, we are both hav NO time conscious.
Late once, felt bad.
The next day, the same thing happens.
If you put us together, pls dont trust us.
XD

Free days were spent with Xian.
Went out with KaiXin and evlyn once.
Watched Coffin.
For the frail heart, pls dont watch.
Cas u are gonna get a heart attack for realizing know bloody boring the show is.
No offence, it wasnt scary at all.
No wonder PG.

Today was a lazy day.
Went IMM.
Learnt how to fan ur fart away in public.
XD

Muacks!
Love ya guys.

Did you know Our eyes are always the same size from birth, but our nose and ears never stop growing.

Underwater World

2008-10-19T22:56:00.003+08:00

Hey guys.
Im back.
Feeling lazy these few days.
Though the exams are over, im actually still mentally exhausted.
The To-Do and Have-Done list;
1 Plan choir camp
2 Gettin' my choir members to pronounce "peace"
3 Chemistry test(Thanks)
4 Controlling my emotions upon meeting my papers
5 Continuing studies (No surprise)

Other than those, i basically just drag myself to choir practices or camps.
Talkin' bout' camps.
I just came back this afternoon from the Science Camp at Underwater World, Sentosa.
Those who thought it was just one of those boring Nothing-But-Talks kinda camp.
You're wrong freaks.
Lets see.
Have you slept counting fishes above you and waking up to smiling sting rays?
Touch those pinkish dolphins and watching the dolphins perform from a bird's eye view?
And havin someone stroking you to sleep. (I dont think this implies to all XD)
Best of all, NO REFLACTION FORMS!

One thing in the camp i'm proud i have done was helping out the others.
It goes this way,
The gals were all compressed at one corner of the main aquarium tunnel
cas the gals at the front werent willing to sleep at the dark corner where the aquarium ends.
It was inconsiderate but i couldnt blame them.
Gals being gals.
It was terrible.
Imagine ur sleepin bag is folded into half.
First thing that came into my mind was," Damn, how these gals gonna sleep?!"
So i asked if they were okay with it.
The thing that shocked me was that they said they were comfortable.
In my point of view it was IMPOSSIBLE for any of them to sleep in that condition!
And the fact that the people in front had more than enough space, disturbed me.

So i pulled out my courage and pleaded for the gals and the stubborn boys to move.
Everyone was comfortable and no one had to sleep at the dark corner at the end.
You might be judging me now.
But i wanna honestly say that i wasnt looking for recognition or the flavors of teachers or the people there.
All i was thinking was that is something that has to be done for these gals.
I was helpin from my heart.
It was something in me that i didnt know i had.
Im proud of me.

By this, i want you guys to know that helping is something that comes from our heart naturally.
Its wanting to make things better for others and having no benefits in return is deemed genuine.
It also tells us that helping in a big scale is not all foreign or difficult.
Its not all about going all out doing charities or voluntary work.
Open your eyes and heart to hear wat people have to say.
U'll realize in the end.
It was all worth it.
And ur prize is a bunch of smiling people.

All in all, i had a bunch of fun.
And it was worth your envy.
I got pictures to prove.
XD

Well, Jos and gang has been working.
That KaiXin was last seen a week ago.
I'm just not that kind who bluffs my teenage fun with money.
Though im a workaholic and money freak.
I know wats fun.

Well, since im happy today.
I wanna share a little candy with you guys.
During the night of the camp, i couldnt sleep.
So Xian stroked me to sleep. XD
I enjoyed every bit of it.
And i wanna thank him.
And that night was the first night we spent together and the first time i said "i love you" to him.
(XD. Shocking? Com'on i can be shy at times)

Did you know A common custom in Spain is to eat one grape for each of the last 12 seconds of every year for good luck.

Something short

2008-10-12T23:13:00.002+08:00

Muacks.
Two more weeks to hohoho-lidays.
Dont really matter anyways.
Its gonna be packed-filled with camps, overseas, camps, overseas.
Not forgetting choir.
I love holidays.

I dont really like today.
I dont really have the mood to post either.
I'm gonna go YouTube and make myself happier now.
Sorry guys.

Did you know Barbie's full name is Barbara Millicent Roberts.

I want to know your say.

2008-10-04T22:39:00.003+08:00

Heys.
I was thinkin' about my posts.
Re-reading them.
I like them.
Cas im the author.
The thing is, im afraid i lost my touch of postin' GOOD stuffs.
So i was thinkin' whether u readers liked wat i posted too.
In other words, i want your comments.
It may be your feelings, suggestions, something i could improve, whatsoever.
I wanna make tagboards more meaningful.
I would greatly applicate it.
I hope im not too demanding.
Thanks guys.
LOVE YA!

Friends of mine.

2008-10-04T01:47:00.000+08:00

First day of the last day of end-year.
What did i tell you, what did i tell you!?
A blink and the report card's looking back at you.
What did i do today.
Hmm, i mean the LAST day.
Ate with my "OH-SO-NOISY" classmates of mine.
They were fine, and funny at times.
They were great.

Best part?
I saw that bunny and BoonBoon in Mac.(Seniors)
Started a conversation, ended it in seconds.
AT that point of time, i really wished i could find something to say.
I tried. Real hard.
Guess there jus wasnt.
The part that broke my heart instantly was he tat he distanced himself from me.
Was it the awkwardness.
I wished it was like before. I really do.

Den went home, got change. (at last, i finally creased my hunger for "out of uniform, into something decent" kinda temptation. Seriously.)
Den popped over to Xian's house.
Falalala.
Went back to West Mall.
Hoping our dear KaiXin & Elvyn will be there waiting.
Nope, they came at 5pm.
We were there at 2pm.
Thanks guys.

Went to the arcade. Spent a bomb.
Shouted vulgarities while playing those Street Fighters machines.
Which scared the hell out of my poor boy.(Get use to "me")
Became a sore loser at the racing games.
Whatever.
Shot some fishes, hooped some balls, etc.

KaiXin & Company came.
Wasted money on some lucky sweet grabbing machine.
Got a bloody cute tablet, Rocie, and a bunch of sweets.
Played the stupid basketball.
XD
Threw balls like we never threw before.
(Cant help it, cas "we got many balls")
Hah.
Madness was the word.
Had some chat time in BurgerKing and home.
Thats my "last day".
Wow.

Anyways, it was indeed ordinary, i somehow kept every min inside.
In short, i loved today.
Thanks guys.
(Guang for the words of encouragement, KaiXin & Company for being happy, Bunny for appearing, classmates for staying together.And xian for loving.)

Friends are important evidence of love.

Did you know a catfish has about 100,000 taste buds.

7th anniversary.

2008-10-04T00:16:00.000+08:00

To tribute of our 7th Anniversary.
Muacks.

Our cake! Nice.
The beautiful sunset again.
Xian preparing cake.
Hahahs!..Candid!
Retard and so freakin damn cute!
Visitors that came to party. No. This is jus to make things look biggish.
The three faces of me.

Catwoman!

2008-10-02T20:34:00.000+08:00

Hahahas!...The long awaited, owe you ppl photos of "mmeeooww-ella"
Hope you enjoy.
Very dark. But arent cats suppose to sneak in the dark?
Pillow fight.An example of a naughty kitty. XD
Who says cats hate dogs. See how lovable they are.
Meow..
My mask.
Kitty and mummy catty.
Who let the cat on the bed!?! Shoo..
Meow..
Somehow the dog fainted.

Poor doggy..Purr.
Meows rule!

A friend

2008-10-02T19:06:00.000+08:00

Long time no post.
Feel guilty. Not only was it because i didnt post since like long ago.
Its the fact that i didnt post, and i didnt really study.
Therefore equivalent to "i've just wasted a tiny part of my life".
Exaggeration?
Nope.Its exaggerating.

Anyways, i must say that lots of things happened during these few days of mugging.
Good things, bad things? All the same now.

First it was the "cracked up, stressed up!" period, where i did nothing but mugged.
Saw nothing but texts. (If you include mobile texts, make that x2)
I pushed myself so hard to the point i had to break down into tears.
Its just not me, and i had HAD enough of whatever's going through my mind.
You may envy my determination, the voice in my head thats pushing & pushing.
And im just "slaved" to it.
There's nothing to envy here. And i have my limits to, if thats what my mind dont understand.

I'll make it clear. I dont really care what anyone thinks.
Look into my life, put on my shoes.
I gonna drop A-maths. Not final but just to let you know, im not afraid to tell.

Anyways, in came the end-year. True as i thought, everything went by in a blink.
And somehow the friendship between KaiXin, Elvyn, Xian and me grew enormously close.
Maybe we have lots in common that connected. But honestly, sitting for hours talking is truly a waste of time.
No offence. Im really getting bored with my life.
There's not a cookie big enough for me.
But no big deal, im nothing special either.
Live with it, thats that.

Den in came the news.
Have you ever thought of what you'll do in 5yrs time.
Or maybe 10.
Nope, you dont bother. Me neither.
"Theres too much time to think about that anyway."
Look far away, you cant wait to know where time will take you to.
Im 15. Let me see.
100-15=85
My friend died.
Used to me real good friends. She was the one who taught me "stress!"(card game)
I have not seen her for three yrs.
I'll nvr get to now. Think about it, we were friends once.
It fell, but there were memories.
So if theres one last time i can do for her, and the only thing left to do.
I need to go to her wake.

For the memories we shared, for the laughters we created, for a good friend i once had,
thanks and may god bless your soul.

Be young and away from the ugliest part of the world created for all to see.
I wish ppl nvr had to leave.

Well, thats the most recent news.
It didnt change my life. But it made my life much more meaningful.
Hope i did well for my end-year.
I would like to conclude by saying thanks to my boy.
He really took care of me. Tolerated me enough.
Theres nothing more to say.
Thanks boy, love you.

Did you know Apple seeds are poisonous as they contain a cyanide compound.

Pics of our 6th Anniversary

2008-08-16T23:26:00.000+08:00

My toot boy.XD

Tiramisu and chocolate fudge cake!

Birthday boy's and 6th anniversary cakes

View from where we were.

Ain't the sun beautiful?

Its like the sun is setting so beautifully, celebrating with us.

Happy 6th Anniversary

Our 6th Anniversary

2008-08-16T22:23:00.000+08:00

Go crazy over Bananas!
IM IN LOVE.
With you and bananas.
Whatever.
XD

I know its kinda late,
But Happy Birthday.
My boy.
If i could, i'll give you the world.
With nobody but me.
With trees that grew all the different fruits you like.
With cows in the green field that produces icy cold chocolate milk.
With endless beautiful sunsets.
With the skies that played your favourite songs.
With an endless empty road ahead.
With trees that turned orange, everytime you felt happy.
With mountains far away.
With the breeze stoking you to sleep.
With oversize birds that will take u aflight to see the world,
I created for you.
Happy Birthday, my 15yr old boy.

Yesterday was our six anniversary.
Which meant that half a year had gone.
Lik WOW?!
Celebrated with two little cakes with 51/2 candles.(The last candle could not stay on the cake. But who cares.)
Sang a Happy Birthday song and a Happy Anniversary song to the same tune, out of tune.
XD
Desperately blew the candles before the weather blew it for us.
Exchanged cards. (Hope you liked it. Like, a lot.)
Talked about of childhood nonsense then blah, blah, etc, etc.
I love yesterday.

The awful cold virus hit me on Thursday night to Friday.
I felt so horrible to the point that i wanted to just CROP MY FREAKING nose off.
But i didnt.
Feeling so much better now. After eating my medicine-My anniversary cake.
XD

Im going off to Bangkok in one or two weeks time.
During the weekends.
There's goin to be this costume party. We have to be dressed as superheros.
Im CAT GIRL!
mmeeooww..Lookin forward to it.XD

Im startin my revisions now.
But i know words are cheap.
So hopefully i really START my revisions.
Im determined to buck my ass up.

Singapore's going to win her second Olympic medal after 48 years of trying.
Ironic.
Well, its confirmed we have gotten the Silver medal.
I think we can celebrate now, no need for the wait to this Sunday.
We wont win. Though its emo for me to say this, we all know that thats exactly whats going to happen.
And Li JiaWei is jus another overly publised joke.
I dont think she understands the words, "Table Tennis".
Im sorry gal, you truly sucked.
BIG TIME.
But still, you guys gotta catch the final this Sunday.
Its gonna make the president happy.
And whatever's good for the president,
is good for you.

Good luck Team Singapore!

Did you know recycling one glass jar, saves enough energy to watch T.V for 3 hours!
So start savin the freaking Earth!